To be utterly honest I've been complacent. numb. barely living. you know those moments when you feel like your simply breathing and with awful allergies maybe not even that. Then finally I felt something. His relentless pursuit of me. He never ever lets go. NEVER! seriously I can't go far before I see how much I need Him. So as I began to bust at the seams, I came running to open arms. relentless love. overwhelming peace. leaning against Him and feeling His very breath over me. He spoke to me. beckoned me to my knees, humbled for He's so high above me. He changes me in these moments. Tells me new things and reiterates the foundation of things. This time His words were, "adore Me" whoah. hold up, You
want me to adore
You the creator of all things, author of salvation. and my love and adoration, well its filthy compared to His. so so small. but yes thats what He wants from each of us. If we can begin (continue) to adore Him, maybe obedience becomes our very desire, almost second nature. maybe patience isn't so bad (I still think it is. He is working that within me) but hey He is God almighty, unshakeable, a Mighty Fortress. and if He loves me enough to relentlessly pursue me maybe whatever He's making me be patient for is more than I could possibly imagine. and that my friends is beautiful.
So for those of you who are numb today, complacent or maybe just struggling. know that He is relentlessly pursuing you, yet waiting for you with arms wide open to embrace you. enjoy His relentless pursuit of you today!
Hosea 2:14 "Therefore I am now going allure her;I will lead her into the wilderness and speak tenderly to her."